You should never trust someone with tight pants and rock and roll hair.
Eight hours, I’m a slave
A dancing puppet on someone else’s stage
Doesn’t matter, it’s only 9 to 5 because I got 5 to 9
Oh, 5 to 9 is mine
Tell the boss to kiss my ass, it’s party time
Have a drink or two and lose my mind
Yeah 5 to 9 is mine.
From the song “5 to 9” by Hair of the Dog
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My main motivation for starting Peaceful Rampage was to use it to notify people of my book, “He Was Weird,” which has been out for more than five years now. I have attracted a good number of followers, but while many have followed me because they share an interest in one area, I tend to blog about many topics which individuals may not be interested. The thing is that nearly everything I post about does in some way connect to the book. Therefore, I thought I would spend this page relating how.
Asperger’s Syndrome and Autism: This seems to be the field where I have attracted the most followers. Unlike Mark, the main character in the book, I have never been diagnosed with the condition although I am convinced that I have it. Therefore, it is great to find that there are many people who are like me. I feel part of a community and I enjoy reading posts from fellow Aspies and hope they enjoy reading mine. On the other hand, I don’t feel the need to write every post about it.
Bullying: I was a victim of horrendous bullying for three years and that was the inspiration to write “He Was Weird.” I wrote the book and this blog to reach out to other victims in the hopes that together, we can stamp out bullying and silence the ghosts of our own pasts.
School Shootings: That is how Mark finally deals with his bullying in the story. See, my bullying was so bad that whenever I read about a school shooting, my first response is, “This could have been me.” I sometimes wonder if I have a morbid fascination with mass shootings and that worries me. What I am glad is that I never had any access to guns back then.
Religion: Religion was a part of my childhood and I became a Born Again Christian at 11. As it was during the three years of bullying hell, I put it in the story and even use scripture to give Mark the courage to carry out his shooting. Nowadays, while I still believe the basics of Christianity and found that the Mormon faith was the best for me, I don’t wish to follow any organized religion. Because of my Asperger’s, I think that religion messed my head up more than everything else, most likely because I believed everything so literally. Still, I respect anyone who has religious or spiritual beliefs and can live by those beliefs.
Politics: There is not much of this in the story except at the end when the peace group Mark’s mother belongs to is infiltrated by Homeland Security. However, I have been politically aware and have been on both right and left of the political spectrum.
Music: My first book, “Rock and Roll Children” is about music so it’s always been a part of me as well. In “He Was Weird,” people try to blame Mark’s shooting on music and of course Marilyn Manson.
History: I love history and so does Mark. He becomes quite good at historical strategy games like Age of Empires. While history doesn’t feature heavily in the book, it’s still there and it will always be a favourite topic of mine.
US-UK Relations: No I’m not talking about the ‘special relationship’ between the two countries. I am talking about the things I have observed about both countries during the second half of my life which I lived in the UK. That’s why after news of Mark’s shooting breaks, I do a BBC News report in the story. However, one thing I got wrong there is that the shooting didn’t lead the news and in reality, it would have.
Sports: I love sports, American football and ice hockey are my favourites. They are Mark’s too and like him, I had fantasies about being a great hockey player. It fits in well with the story.
There are probably smaller topics too but these are the main ones. I know not all of these will interest everyone but I hope that there is at least one that we hold your interest and make you read. However, it’s just not in my mindset to post about the same topic all the time. I just post what is in my weird mind at the time or I need to get off my chest. Keep reading as I am grateful for all who do.
To buy He Was Weird, go to: https://www.amazon.co.uk/He-Was-Weird-Michael-Lefevre/dp/1909740942/ref=sr_1_1?s=books&ie=UTF8&qid=1541717422&sr=1-1&keywords=he+was+weird
You spend your life just kissing ass
A trait that’s grown as time has past
You think the world will end today
You praise the lord, that’s all you say.
Jesus saves, listen to you pray
You think you’ll see the pearly gates
When death takes you away.
I wanted to play this song for Jimmy Swaggart. Hopefully Slayer will play it tomorrow night.
Fallen mercenary, dormancy is done
Not content with wars we never won
Memories can’t ignore
Anguish of before
Satisfy the scorn
Rise ghosts of war.
This is my all time favourite Slayer song but they probably won’t play it when I see them next week.
Young and free, something you’ll never be
A childhood’s end, it’s lunacy
Pure dictation, they don’t listen
And you’re just waiting for what you’re missin’
Welcome to your nightmare
You just can’t walk away
It’s time for you to choose your fate
You just can’t let it lay
Welcome to your nightmare
Your whole life’s on the way today
You’re no good, misunderstood, A.I.R.
All their hopes and visions of what they want you to be
Crucial times, made up minds, A.I.R.
So high and mighty, just to blind to see
I’m seeing Anthrax next week and though this song is one of the best album/show opening tunes of all time, they’ll probably open with “Caught in a Mosh.”
I’ll give you black sensations up and down your spine
You’re into evil you’re a friend of mine
See the white light flashing as I split the night
Cause if good’s on the left
I’m sticking to the right
I won’t take no prisoners, won’t spare no lives
Nobody’s putting up a fight
I got my bell, I’m gonna take you to hell
I’m gonna get you, Satan get you
I will be seeing an AC/DC tribute band named after this song tomorrow. Can’t wait!